DRASTIC MEASURES….

Dearest Friends,

This is the final blog post for this website.

Shortly, the site will move here, my Living In Gift website will be closed permanently, and the Art Sovereignty/ Arthouse For Sale site will be removed from the internet also.

As ever, you can find me via Patreon, the Hive.blog or keep up with my latest links on my Linktree page.

My reasons for moving are multifold but holistic: Truth and Real Art are no longer welcome – nor are they rewarded – in any mainstream containers.

My lifework has railed against this – often relatively ineffectively in terms of securing my own sustenance – and recent big changes have necessitated completely removing myself from the ‘public’ and public collective ‘conscious’, into safer realms which actually reward the freedom of expression, autonomy and good vibes that I have been pouring into the world for decades. It is incredibly empowering to do this as an art-ist: removing oneself from the presumption of contract with ‘exposure’ and commerce, and living freely in abundance instead, the riches that are supposed to be awarded to us for right living and good work, cannot be denied to us if we are humble and truthful in our dedication to our Art.

This site will remain temporarily as a placeholder for images and files, until I find a new decentralised solution, then the whole site including this blog, will be deleted. My Art will continue not to be shown anywhere outside of The Arthouse, and you will have to join me on Patreon or Hive if you wish to see it in progress, or to download my most recent catalogue. Details of paintings may occasionally be shared via Instagram.

In the next weeks and months (early 2023) I will be focussing passionately on preparing my house for imminent closure of electricity supply: this is a huge undertaking, particularly on minimal income. I am extemely excited and liberated to be transfering to free energy, and stepping ever-more-fully out of the clutches of corrupt corpse-orations. Follow my Hive.blog to hear how I do this.

Aligned with my stepping into sovereignty, I will be prioritising living conversations with folks who are committed to solutions and expansion of consciousness in these mystical times: if I no longer respond to random and unsolicited inquiries via my website, this is why!

My new website will be much simpler, and will reflect the change to keeping all that I share within living, loving, mutually-supportive platforms. I look forward to connecting, if you resonate!

Miscarriage, Meaning, Catharsis

podcast on miscarriage, meaning, catharsis

BLOGCAST SERIES ON THE SACRED FEMININE – 10

I felt strongly called to speak about this subject(s), after coming across an art book that I created in 2007 – Growth-Catharsis – and seeing it with fresh eyes, whilst currently trying to conceive.

The book project was a direct ‘transcribing’ of my experience at the time of miscarriage. Now, I have access to multiple forums where we are talking at length about womb-work, about womben’s experiences, Life from womb-centred perspectives. At the time of my miscarriage, and more-so 10 yrs before (as I talk about in this podcast), there was no language around what was happening and what my ‘choices’ were.

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The four beansprout talismen/ taliswomben, referred to in the podcast

In fact, in retrospect, it felt like the men in my life made the decision by default: the world was their privilege – their ‘logic’ held the sway in terms of what was ‘allowed’ to transpire, or not. I speak at the end of the podcast, to this; to what it is when we have Life trying to expansively manifest through us, but are convinced by the superficial, fear-full, ‘logic’ of “this cannot happen right now”.

Catharsis, painting which evolved into another painting…

This is such a metaphor for the frictional polemic between patriarchy and the sacred feminine, and it makes me think strongly about the deep masculine – who likely would have turned up/ stuck around, if I’d demanded it and gone ahead with my pregnancies… and the toxic feminine, who submits inappropriately, backs down when the slightest resistance in met, and boils in resentment of ‘what should’ve been’.

Seeing this complex entanglement of 4-cornered dynamic: sacred feminine ‘vs’ toxic masculine, crossed by deep masculine ‘vs’ toxic feminine, helps me see what our solution can be: the toxicity is essentially weakness or lack of maturity – it’s operating from fear-tension-pain, rather than sovereignty-bliss-expansion – both are valid realities. Both need the positive aspects of each other, in order to move forward: both are trying in their own way to keep the world safe and working: one from tense controlling, the other from floppy passivity. Neither are ‘better’ than the other: this is about how we bring this divided quadrant into yin-yang harmony…

Self-Evolution, painting from 2007 – collection of Glasgow Women’s Library

I hope that this podcast can be heard outwith any cultural and societal negative projections onto abortion and/ or womben’s sovereignty in their mind-body-spirit. This open sharing is a gift to our collective womb consciousness, a calling to let go of our shared wounds and our frictional relationship between the yin and the yang of humanity.

The book mentioned will be shared on my Patreon hopefully later today.

Much love, and gratitude for listening and witnessing xx